Yarg.

So school starts tomorrow, and I'm sitting here not quite knowing what to think, because I can see both the negatives and positives in it. The most obvious negative is the fact that it means no more summer. That's also a positive in its own way though, because of all the crap that went on. And I know I'm not the only one that'll be happy to get over and move on from the summer. A certain person seems like they're beginning to want to get over it and move on as well, judging by the fact that they didn't speak to me for weeks and then made an attempt to yesterday. However, another negative is school itself. It's not that I'm not fully prepared to put in effort to get through it (I mean, I'm doing co-op until the beginning of February, and then I'm finished.. so it's not like it'll be too difficult), because I am. It's just knowing that most of the people who I'd become used to seeing around won't be there, because they'll be going off to other schools (whether college/university, or just another high school). I feel like I'm missing out in not beginning the college "experience" at the same time as the majority of my peers. I'm left behind in high school because I screwed up and didn't try to fix it. I'll still be going to school with some friends, but because of the summer drama, those friends are fewer in numbers.

I don't understand what it is about the people I hang around that makes us such drama-magnets. Something is ALWAYS going on, and everyone is ALWAYS involved, whether they should be or not. Guys, I'm done with it. If I don't need to be involved in your problem, and you don't need to be involved in mine, then let's not. At this point, I am so over being a teenager.